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Apr 24, 2022Liked by Tara Monjazeb

"I’m waiting for the opening, for the courage to jump when it’s fast, and watch the clouds spin above me until I get dizzy." Wow. This encapsulates the bewildering feeling of change, or the anticipation of change, so poignantly <3 power through with that diss and i can't wait to see you on the other side!!!!

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Apr 18, 2022Liked by Tara Monjazeb

that comparison to the merry-go-round is genius. how you go for the swings to avoid the shame, it's pretty relatable to my own childhood. i remember the line for the swings always being a long one, same with the slide. "We are so full of questions and waiting." yup, pretty much. being human is a strange thing

"I’m trying to make choices that will move me towards something, so I can claim responsibility for the things that happen to me" i wish i had some of your bravery. most days, i obsess over the weight of that responsibility and remain emotionless.

best of luck for your dissertation! you got this tara! absolutely adored this letter!!

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Apr 18, 2022Liked by Tara Monjazeb

I am teary eyed as i read this during my lunch break in my school’s dining hall. I love feeling a little less alone as i’m also looking for something to grasp onto after i graduate in a month. Thank you so much for this

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good luck with your dissertation!!! and thank you for this week’s newsletter :) <3

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